:: Faith June 19, 2008Posted by Minci 先生 in Love and Relationship, Ponderings.
It’s that type of feeling you get once in a while.
- Zen. At peace. Openness – The realization of being ‘in the moment’. Living the Present.
- A knot in the stomach. Heaviness in the chest – Knowing that you will reach that Future Event. Knowing that it will happen.
Today, was the knot.
I was in the living room with all the other species a.k.a. my housemates and it dawned to me that at about this time next month, we’re going on separate ways one by one. Leaving this place called home. Am I sad? Yes. Am I going to miss them all? Absolutely. Am I going to say this to their face? No. Baca je kat sini bley? Tak reti nak feeling2. Im not going to write you a love song, ok?
Things will change. it would be nice to keep in touch but we never know what might happen later on. I might be working in a very rural area – near the caves with bears as my pet.
I do hope that these species could at least keep writing in their blog. Or appear as ‘online’ on my YM list.
Faith tells me that we wont disappear completely from each others lives. I’d like to hold on Faith.